.searching.for.the.light.

.from the darkness i came.

.to the darkness i return.

.for the light that i chase.

.from the light that i ran.

.when it is too dark.

.I'm blind.

.when it is too bright.

.i close my eyes.

.unable to see the light.

.whatever i try.

.fly.

.look up.

.take a good look upon the sky.

.the empty,open,blue sky.

.it is a space.

.for everyone.

.to shine.

.don't be afraid to jump.

.don't be afraid to fly.

.take a step forward.

.hold your breath.

.look up and jump.

.spread your wings.

.and soar into the open sky.

.dance.

.staring into the night.

.trying to find the light.

.then i found you.

.standing in the moonlight.

.shall you dance with me.

.throughout the night.

suppose to be

having a queen in ur life should have brighten things up..
but  for me its kinda different..

it is not like i don't like her or having a change a heart.
i feel like something is missing..
i have the feeling that the attraction is one sided
that i am just another passer by

i should have faith in her
but this feeling just grew stronger each and every day.
before it never cross my mind at all
but now..i don't know
it keep repeating in my mind.

if you just want to fool me around tell me pls.
so that i can stop hoping and wandering
cause i love u so much
more than u can imagine.

for you,
i don't care dying
i don't care suffering

i give u anything.

cause u r my queen
my heart,
my life and my soul.

death

u know..
u are holding my heart,
so u are holding my passion,my soul and my life

please,
don't go away..
cause i'll die.

and i'm not joking

life never change

when we thought life had change..
when we thought everything else is different..
it is actually not..
nothing has change.
it is just only you had change,
following the changes in your mind and your heart.

broken :(

u stole my heart..
then without a clue..
u left me..
with cloud in my head..
knowing nothing..
thank you

31/8

well its merdeka people..
after 5 years celebrating merdeka in my beloved school i finally got to taste it somewhere else.
but it was a total let down.
=.='
ingatkan best tpi zaman2 kat sek dulu gak yg seronok.


kat sek ade bunga api.
ade celebration.
havoc.
bising.
huru-hara.
and menyeronokkan.

tpi skrg semue bosan.
klcc pun xde fireworks.
=.='

ish nasib bek ade membe lpk main game.
kalo x konfem lagi bosan.

tpi still ade exhaustion malam 2.
bkn penat smbut merdeka.
penat wish birthday org.
agak ramai la..
knape la ramai lahir same.
haha XD

walaupun dah wish tpi stilll nak tulis kt cni.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to you,
Pn Zainah bte Ahmad Sisman.
my mother,my teacher and my motivator.
thank you so much for everything.
for taking care of me.
for patiently handling my stubbornness.
for amazingly able to change me.
thank you again.
without you im nothing

well it is for you.. XD
i know i had give this to you years before
tpi terase nak bagi balik =]

result

people were asking..
anxiously about my result.
and i said 'ala mid-sem je.rilex je la.'
and then they replied 'ko pandai boleh la.'

......
ok fine wtv
but then i just got 4A and 4B.
its just an average result. XD
so it is proven now that im not that brilliant. XD

sadness

seeing you sad also made me sad.
when you are broken hearted so do i.
as you are my everything.
my breath my soul and my life.