well last week was another hectic week..
i spent 4 days in a row in mid valley city..


well, the hellish day starts at Wednesday -25/82010-
and ends at Saturday -28/82010-

for the first day i went out with the ladies of my group in Pasum
the ladies of X1
all were there except tifa,amalina and another person which i can't remember.
we break fast together and it was fun.
after that we went to perform our maghrib prayer.
then half of us went back to UM
and leaving only me,lisa,azzya,husna and nonie there.
we planned to watch Vampire Suck
and it was vampiricly worth it.. ^^
The movie was so funny.
we were laughing from the beginning till the end.
even nonie and azzyati experience hillarious incident.
there was this some guy
who told nonie to keep her voice down because she was so noisy.
i admit it.
she really laugh like it as her cinema but then it was a comedy
so what we suppose to do?
Cry?
that some guy is really funny.
luckily he told that to nonie.
if it was for me.
huh  ^^
after the movie end we ate sumthing at McD then return back to UM.

the next day,
again i went out.
again with lisa,azzya and nonie.
this time husna don't want to join in.
we when shopping and it was very fun.. ^^
very fun indeed.

on the 3rd day i went out with my dotamates.
anwar,fathi,zul,odenk and meme.
the main purpose is to watch movie.
THE EXPENDABLES.
so what his problem?
he wants to be the president.
that phrase always rewinding in my mind.
The Expendables was the best and i enjoyed it .
XD worth it XD

the next day,again i went out with goh.
my long lost friend.
not so long actually.
just haven't seen him for a couple of month :)
so we went out.
do a little bit of catching up.
then we watch GROWN UP.
adam sandler was the best :)
i;m so jealous of him.
how can he make bounce shot without miss even once.
must take a lot of practice.
but it is a movie after all.
just take a couple of snap and its ok.


well that all for last week.
so tiring but FUN :)

Guide

to live in zombieland..
we need rules...

so i also have my own rule in how to live in disguise...
where most of us actually live in rite now..

Rule #1 :
- always make a fake smile..

Rule #2
- never show you are weak

Rule #3
-never show your vulnerability

Rule #4
-never shed tears in front of others

MID SEM

well..
baru 3 hari abis mid-sem test..

last week was so damn hectic..
2 jam je tido setiap hari.. =.=' T_T..
dah la exam banyak nak kena study..
tiba-tiba campur plak demam yang smpai skang x elok lagi..
kalo pegi clinic kene amik darah..mlas la plak..
tpi check temperature 38.5 plak..
ish nak pegi clinic ke x nak nie.???

ape-ape pun


MID-SEM DAH ABIS~!!

well

i was scrolling in fb and i found this link on my friend profile..
well zom thanks to you i found this great song..
like u said..
it is a great loss for those who dont listen to this...

http://www.youtube.com/watch#!v=Wd2aeZhu9xY&feature=related....sape

patience..

u know that i will always wait for..
no matter how long it takes..
even if it is destined to the day that i die..
i will always wait for you..
until the end of time..
my time..
your time..
and the world..

will always be there for you..
no matter where i am actually are..

will always free for you..
will always try to protect you..

penipuan..

mungkinkah segalanya selama ini hanya satu angan-angan?
hanya sebuah mainan perasaan?
hanya penipuan..mainan minda..mainan perasaan..

Stolen

we watch the season pull up its own stage
and catch the last weekend of the last week
before the gold and glimmer have been replaced
another sun soaked season fades away...

you have stolen my heart
you have stolen my heart

Invitation only grants farewell
Crash the best best of the best ones
Clear liquor cloudy eyed,too early to say goodnight

you have stolen my heart

you have stolen my heart

And from the floor room we are a celebration

One good stretch before a hibernation

one dreams assured and we are : we'll sleep well

sleep well

sleep well 

sleep well 

you have stolen my heart

you have stolen my heart

you have stolen my heart

I watch you spin from the highest heels

You are the best ones of the best ones

we all look like we feel

you have stolen my heart

you have stolen my heart

you have stolen my heart

Artist : dashboard confession

Song : stolen

EXAM~!

mid-sem,mid-sem,mid-sem...
knape la kau datang sekarang?
xleh tunggu lambat sikit ke??
hish ko mmg ske carik pasal..
oh mid-sem..
aq dah la x ready pape lagi..
hakikatnya,mood blaja pun xde lagi apetah lagi mood exam..
oh mid-sem..
knape ko buat diriku begini...

Sorok

Saat pertama ku terlihat kamu
terkaku hatiku bila...

tak sangka ku akan mengenalimu
gembira hatiku bila...

Sudah lama ku tidak
merasakan perasaan begini
Padamu.ku mahu,kau tahu

Meskipun kau bersamanya
hati ini masih setia
Telah lama ku sorokkan rasa
Hanyalah lagu ini yang ku mampu
Berikan padamu..

Lagu ini untukmu..



Song : Sorok
Artist : House Of Five

Angan-Angan

ku tahu itu semua hanyalah angan semata-mata...
terpaksa ku lupakan segalanya..
kerana angan-angan hanya membinasakan..

impian dan harapan
yang tercipta dari angan hanya menjadi pemusnah cita-cita..

kekecewaaan akan membinasakan diri dalam dalam..
menjadi racun yang durjana..

oleh itu lebih baik aku melupakan..
dari ditelan kekecewaan...

Mid Sem Test

mid sem test nex week..tetapi knape ati nie masih keras?
masih tidak mahu belajar?
aq sendiri tidak mengetahui..

-__________________-'

mungkinkah terjadi?

mungkinkah perasaan ini menguasai diri?
Mungkinkah akal ditewaskan perasaan?
Mungkinkah terbongkar segala-galanya?
Sedarkah engkau akan tindak tanduk ku?
Mungkinkah berubah persahabatan yang terbina?



Ku berharap..
Janganlah engkau ketahui jika perubahan akan terjadi..
Aku lebih rela sendiri..
Dari kehilangan mu di sisi..


Namun,
jika engkau juga sepertiku..
Ku harap engkau berikan petanda..
Supaya dapatku sedari..
Supaya dapatku curahkan perasaan hati..
Dan
Supaya dapatku lari dari penyeksaan hati..


Andai engkau mendiamkan diri
dikala engkau mengetahui perasaan ini
maka terseksalah hati ini
kerana aku tidak akan berani menyatakannya sendiri..

well its for you E.

E..
im sorry for the way i behave..
i know that you dont like it that way...
i promise it wont happen again..

E..
if you dislike the way i behave to her..
i'll change..
but it may take time..
you know i have feelings for her right..
i may seem cruel and irresponsible on the outside..
but deep inside me..
i am only a simple man..
wanted to be love
and wanted to love..
so as she smile, as she pulled my hands away..
as she all into my hand, as she holds my hand..
i fall for her even more...it seems she was trying to give me hope..
i try to hold myself back but i couldn't..
sorry E..
my feeling was more stronger than my mind..
but i wont lose for a second time..
i promise..

E,
if you hate th way i behave to you..
i am again very sorry..
i know i am irritating.. but that is just who i am..
but if you hate the way i am.. i'll try to change..
as i am just a normal human...
and i'm not a perfect being..


so E..
I am really really sorry


p/s : dun get angry at me E.. ^^

hectic life..

owh what a hectic life..
3 days on a row without sleep (almost without sleep..the longest is around 1-2 hours)
i'm so tired....
word are flying around in my head for me to write here..
but my hands and eye doesn't allow me to..
i'm already drowned in exhaustion..
and my eyes and mind are begging me to go to sleep..








so now i'm going to bed..
for a good long rest..
zZZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZz

as the time goes by..

well..
to be honest..
my heart still feeling lonely after i leave my high school years..
5 years of school ( eventhough sometimes it felt like a living hell ) is really precious..
i really miss them.. meranti 05'9
but what can i do..
life must go on..


but luckily..i manage to find some got friend here..
where i can rely on them when trouble comes..
i can hope on them when my mind when into unstable state...

i'm so grateful..
i found shoulders to lean to in hard times
i found hands to grab on if im pulled by a vortex
i found signs of hope if im lost in darkness

So.. thank you..
for being my new friend..
for coming into my weird life circle..
for becoming one of the colors
that brighten my plain life..

-alissa azureen norehan-

-efnadia effendi-

-adila farisha-

-nur afifah nordin-

-farahah rosni-

-anwar azzahir daud-

-suffian iskandar-

-syafiq bahari-

thanks to you guys
i'm able to filled the loneliness inside..
i'm able to walk straight on reality..
i'm able to think..again...rationally...

lecture..

aiya.. blaja blaja blaja..
mari kite F.U.C.K (focus untuk capai kejayaan)..

mid sem sudah dekat..mid sem sudah mari



kalo begini care aq study mmg mati la tyme mid sem nnti..
come on..
i must change..



Focus.. chaiyok~!

you...yes you..

you know..each and every day..
you make me fall for you..more and more..

the way you smile..
the way you talk..
and the way you say my name..
each and every day..

~Pertanyaan Hati~

Mengapakah hati ini sering tertanya-tanya..mungkinkah timbul keraguan yang tersembunyi..
Oh Hati~ mengapa kau begini?

mengapa timbul tanda tanya..
dan tidak disertakan jawapan...

Dalam sinaran mentari.
aku meragui perasaan ku sendiri..
hati ku tertanya-tanya..
dan otakku runsing mencari jawapan..

Oh Ilham~
datanglah kepadaku..
semoga terjawab segala persoalan
janganlah menyeksa diriku lagi..
aku insaf dan menyesal..

Oh perasaan~
cukuplah untuk dirimu tertanya-tanya..
berhentilah mencari jawapan..dan hanya menunggu..
jawapan pasti akan datang melayang..
kerana dunia ini bulat..
dan jawapannya pasti akan datang kepadamu..

Oh Diri~
bersabarlah dalam penatian..
kerana kesabaran pasti mendatangkan kemenangan..
jika kemenangan itu bukan seperti yang diharapkan
tetaplah bersabar..
kerana setiap perkara ade hikmah disebaliknya.

Jadi
Hati dan perasaan..cukuplah bergolak..
berhenti bergoyang..
kerana ombak pasti akan surut..

Diri..
teruslah menanti kerana Ilham pasti akan datang..
Suatu hari nanti

01/08- day kawankapal happy..

kawankapal day~!
-1 August-

Diri ini mengucapkan Happy KawanKapal Day kepada semue kawan2 ku yang tersayang..

especially :
-Mohd Haziq Mohd Hatta a.k.a Goh
-Ahmad Syamim Bakar a.k.a Meem
-Ahmad Hafizi Muhammad a.k.a Anep
-Aiman Hakeem Mohd ARIP a.k.a Zom
-Syahmi Izzudin *sori akh lpe name penuh ko* a.k.a idin
-Aizat Ikhwan Saprudin a.k.a cen
-Zayani Atiqah a.k.a yayan
-Qalida Mahazir a.k.a qarl
-Siti Nabilah Hamzah a.k.a nabelle
-Amirah Adibah Adenan a.k.a mieronne
-Muhammad Nabilsyafiq Mohd Hamzah
-Shafiq Izzudin Nuzul Azmi a.ka sate
-Farahah Rosni a.k.a paah

and of course meranti 05'9

-mim-faris-goh

-me-rizqin-iqmal-zom-anep-uk-

-a part of meranti 05'9-

.SAYA.HATI.AWAK.

Hati dan perasaan merupakan hak milik setiap insan. Bukan untuk dipinjam dan dicuri tetapi khas untuk dikongsi dan dinikmati bersama.

Hati dan perasaan menjadi kunci mencapai kebahagiaan dan keharmonian dalam kehidupan. Hati yang bahagia akan melahirkan kegembiraan di dalam hati. Apabila kegembiraan tercipta,maka hari yang dilalui akan ceria dan bahagia.

Dalam membina hati yang bahagia, kepercayaan merupakan aspek yang penting untuk dipelihara. Sahabat dan teman akan mempengaruhi kepercayaan untuk membina hati yang bahagia.

Hati yang kecil akan senang teras dan mengecil apabila perasaan mula terusik dan terguris.


Tatkala bulan mengambang,menghiasi langit malam,menggantikan sinar mentari,itulah saatnya hatiku mula dicuri orang. Oleh senyuman dan gelak tawa dirinya. Hati pergi meninggalkan ku terpinga-pinga apabila dicuri dan ingin dikongsi bersama.Perasaan mula terumbang-ambing dan mula bergoyang,

Saya.tuan punya hati.
Hati.inginkan dikongsi bersama.
Awak.tidak mengetahui perasaan saya.


patutkah perasaan ini diluahkan supaya tidak meyeksa hati?
tetapi saya tidak ingin merosakkan persahabatan yang terbina sekiranya hati awak bukan untuk dikongsi bersama saya.

Saya tidak mahu kecewa.