falling more for her...

tadi ikut die pegi mkn..

the way she talks..
the way she walks..
the way she smiles..
she made me fall in love with her even more...
although i'm trying to hide those feelings and hoping eventually it'll go away..

she said "faiz,blanje i ^.^'
i said "okey"..
i almost able to say "for you..i'll do anything"
but still...
i lost the confidence..
and those words vanish...
into nothingness...

why everytime i saw her, this feeling grew stronger..
the lumberjack inside me is getting bigger and bigger..
i fall for the way she behave...
for her smile..
for her laughter..

i scare if i tell her about my feelings..
things between us would change..
i don't want to regret losing her..
even as a friend..
i don't want awkwardness to be created between us..
so i rather hide this feeling away..
from her...