reverted

its been a while but i think i'm retuning to be the old me...

me that always think negatively in life..
me that only see the negative side of everything..
me that is "me'...

i dont know why i feel like this again..
i dont want to be the old me..
i throw myself away a long time ago..

arghh..
please let me stay as the way i am right now..
i like it this way..

i dont want to be alone again..
i dont want to live in isolation again..
i dont want to return back to the darkness...