the truth..

my mouth may deny it..
i may be faking it..
and i maybe saying that i was fooling around..

But the truth is..
i really did fall for her..
i really fall for her..
i really hope she would be mine..

i may tell the whole world that i'm fooling around.
i may tell it was someone else idea..

but i know..
deep inside me..
i really had those feelings for her..

but i never had the courage to say it out loud..
i never brave enough to say it to her..
i never bold enough to tell it to the whole world...

maybe..
my experience is letting me down..
maybe my fear is forbidding me to..
maybe my disappointment is holding me back..

will i able to do it??


p/s : fa'ah, if you are reading this...keep your mouth shut.. or else o.0'