-.will i?.-

i think you know what u meant to me..

i don't think i need to explain again and again..

yes,you are my life,my soul and my everything..

yes i will wait for you forever and you know that.

but whats there if i what forever with a broken heart?

like i said.. i'll die without you..

maybe you have a misconception here..

i will not die as in die but 'die'

where here,my heart will die...

and to resurrect my dying heart,

i think it would take forever..

thats why i'll wait for you forever..

yes i love you...

there no doubt to it..

i want you to be happy..

and if you can achieve that by leaving me 
then, its alright..

just leave me..

its better for me to suffer than we both suffer..

i already realize years ago that life never fair for me..

i will always be the one that will give in..

the on who have to suffer..

in everything..

i know where ever i go..

disappointment will eventually follow..

there no word such as happiness in my dictionary..

never mind me..

just choose whats best for you..

ignore me if thats the best for you..

but please remember that i will always be yours..

forever and always..

just call me and i will come running..

i will watch you and protect you from far away..

hope you get the best of your life..

in the past..

i keep on questioning..

will i?

will i achieve happiness?

will i find someone?

will i fall for someone?

will i find my destiny?

will i find my life and my soul?

now the questions are here no more..

it is already been answered when i met you..

you are my everything

my happiness

my life

my soul

and my flame of life.

i would do anything that you wish for,

even if you wish me to die..

because i will already die without you by my side..

don't worry about me..

just be happy..

fine your happiness cause i already found mine..

i'm already happy to know you..

already happy to see you smile..

already happy to know your name..

even if i die right now..

i can rest peacefully..

cause i already feel like i have everything in this world when i had you by my side...

right now i will do nothing..

i will not try to influence your decision..

if you think he is better than me..

then take him..

i will just sit and watch you from far away...

and i will try to protect you as best as i can..

even though i know he can protect you..

but i'm still worried..

if anything happen to you it'll break me..

even though when you are not mine anymore..

whatever you chose,

dun worry..

i won't do anything stupid..

i promise you that...

but please remember this..

i will always be here waiting for you..

and you will always be in my heart forever..

cause you are the most beautiful colour that i found in my life

you are the most shining one...

and the most attractive...

and i will treasure for the rest of my life..

-a tale of a broken heart-