.confusion.

sometimes you take my heart away.
sometimes you show u really need it.
sometimes u show how much i mean to you.
sometimes u really mean what u say.

but,
sometimes it seems u are neglecting me.
sometimes it feel like i am nothing to you.
sometimes you treat me like i am nothing.

if you wan to test me,
then please stop.
cause i cant bear it anymore.
i might lose it.
i might give up.
even though giving up will be the same as killing myself.

please tell me how you fell.
i don't need you to say ILY again and again.
just a little act that will give me hope.
enough with just a simple act of LOVE


and please stop confusing me.
cause it hurts me.
deep inside.

it is the same as killing me.
the difference is that right now,
you are killing me slowly.
and i cant bear the pain.

maybe if you are reading then you wonder how are you confusing me right?
its not a big deal.
its just,to make it simple,
it is just about how you feel.

i have to know when you are in bad mood.
what you dislikes and etc.
and i try to fulfill it all.
i really tried.

but sometimes it just that i somehow still cant fully understand you.
so when i do, please tell me what bothering you.
you just kept quiet and expect me to understand.
i cant.
because i am not really have experience in this relationship kind of thing.
and i know you remember,i once told you i am a sensitive kind of guy.
and it hurts me a lot.

but it seems no matter how much it hurts u can always make it go away.
you are everything to me.
and i know you feel the same.
and if you do,please stop confusing me.
only that i ask.